A message

Hi how are you.

A gift that I have discovered in my remembering of self journey is that I have a guide named Angelo. I have worked with Angelo over many lifetimes and we have achieved many wonderful things.

Tonight during meditation he came to me with a message to share with whoever wants to read it.

“Every person is their own gift

Every person is their own magnificence

Every person is their own medicine

And

Every person knows deep deep deep within their heart exactly what they need to do to get home to themselves”

Channeled from Angelo 28th June 2018

You have probably read something similar to this somewhere else, maybe it made sense, maybe it didn’t, maybe it means something different to you now.

It is there for you to take from it anything you need and it is gifted from me to you.

I feel like I will be doing more of these as Angelo is coming through clearer and with specific messages for me to share.

Take care beautiful people

Chat soon

T x

A little more about me……part 1

Hey ho, how are you today?

I was thinking today about my posts here on my blog and also thinking that I seem to post about stuff, that don’t always really tell you to much about me, so i thought I’d share a little more about my physical self/life/experiences. On my about me page, it tells you a little about me, there is so much more to share. Here goes

So many things I think about sharing I end up thinking oh that’s just story and I don’t always want to take ownership for those and today I’m going to start sharing some of those, with the hope of letting you into my world a little more. Letting you know that I’m real and just like anyone else. My life is a roller coaster at times and then other times it’s smooth sailing, just like everyone’s.

About 5 years ago I started thinking about making changes in my/our lives. I had realised that the food we were eating and the products we had in our home were not the best for our health. So my health/wellness discovery and learning began. Over the next 2 years I had great success with being “on track”. I had lost about 10 kgs in weight, the majority of it being fluid, I was bloated, swollen and inflamed. I was physically feeling the best I had in a very long time. We were eating ALOT of vegetables, reduced dairy intake and gluten intake, reduced our meat intake, so all was blissful……NOT my mind and emotional health was in the gutter (big time) and I had no idea.

I started creating stories and I started feeling I wasn’t good enough, more so then I had EVER before. I had created a dependent relationship with my husband and I was looking for love outside of myself. I had stopped doing things for me and I was worried about what everyone else thought about me, what I did and if I was the perfect mother and wife.

This is when my life truly changed.

2 1/2 years ago I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease. This is when I started to get some of my “self” back. I went through the process of diagnosis and medication and within the first 3 months of diagnosis my doctor had told me I would be on medication for the rest of my life. I told him I wouldn’t be and I knew then and there that I had some work to do. I didn’t really know what I had to do, I just knew there was more to life then this. I knew this because I had been there before and I knew I could get back there.

I’m going to leave this here for now, and I’ll get back to you soon with the next step of my story, this is one that I’m trying to figure out how to write.

Chat soon

T x

Planting season

Hidy ho, how would you be today?

So, I’ve been missing in action on here for a bit, I’ve been integrating some changes in my life and experiencing them I guess would be the best way of describing it.

It’s been a really big couple of months for me and then the farm has been super busy too, it’s been planting time. So the hours have been crazy for my hubby and eldest daughter as well as all the workers we have on farm.

For me, I committed to a year long program with a beautiful lady named Katie O’Malley who is based in Bali. The course is called Intuitive Healing and we did our first module in March, so I have been integrating this and things have been building leading up to the second module which was just the other weekend. It has been an incredible journey so far….and we’re only half way through the year.

I am blessed for our planting time because we employ a family member to help out with meals, so I don’t cook for workers during this time and I do feel very blessed for this. This means I am able to get on with more of my office work for the farm and then I am also able to run around after our kids without any hassles as well as do things for me.

We have had an awesome guy named Ben Crosthwaite around on the farm this season taking some pictures, and they’re fantastic, I want to share some of them here for you to see some of what it’s like out in the paddock.

I was chatting with a friend the other day and she was talking about my blog, I admitted to her that I’ve not been on here feeling a bit guilty and she encouraged me to get back on, so I hope this is yet another beginning, and I do truly hope I get the hang of this as I come and go with life. I do tend to go into hibernation and then struggle to come out of it fully.

Thank you to all the new readers that have been here and new followers too, it amazes me that you’re around and visiting even though I’ve not been active and even when I have I don’t really feel as though what I do say has much importance. So thank you 🙏🏻

I will endeavour to be back soon, till then take care

Chat soon

T x

photo credits Jemma Kitto and Ben Crosthwaite

Looking back

Hi there, thanks for stopping by.

I was having a look back through a journal from last year and I found this passage that I wrote after a meditation one day and I really want to share it with you. When I decided to share it, I picked up my iPad to write it out and it was 2:22 so I recognised it is definitely something that is to be shared ❤️

Thank you for the gifts of self reflection

For looking within will tell you all you need to know to answer all the questions you have

Stop asking others and start asking yourself

Take your time

It will come

Feel comfortable in what you do

For rushing will only cause Confusion

Confusion causes Chaos

Chaos causes Doubt

Doubt causes Anxiousness

Anxiousness leads to Disbelief

Disbelief stops the process

So, follow your heart and believe I yourself, in all that you are capable of, in all that you dream and all that you wish. The possibilities of life are endless.

Much love, chat soon

T x

The Big Black Wolf

I’mHi there, thanks for stopping by. Today I have a little something light and funny to share along with what I learnt from it.

One of my animal guides is a wolf and not just any wolf, it’s a BIG BLACK MALE WOLF. So this morning in meditation I asked him what his name is and he told me ‘Gary’ I nearly laughed, I mean, Gary 😂 really? It just didn’t seem to fit him. At the same time I got a flash of a tv advertisement that at the time I thought the dogs name was Gary you can check it out here Anyway, he knew I didn’t take him seriously and I asked him again, he replied with George and again I went, are you serious? I mean these names just don’t seem to fit your appearance to me. I had asked him in a previous meditation as well and he came up with some really weird name (I can’t for the life of me remember what it was and that’s not important) at this time I actually laughed out loud, I cracked up. So today he asked me what I thought his name is and I replied with wolf, just simply wolf and he agreed that was the perfect name that I could call him.

What I learnt from this is that this spiritual stuff,/learning/remembering doesn’t have to be all serious and business like with a goal at every turn, it can be fun and lighthearted. So go forward today with lighted hearted ness in your soul and have some fun. I’ve been at a farm paperless office workshop today which I did very much enjoy and I’ve just come home to start making some changes to my current system so I can move forward.

Thanks again for stopping by, chat soon

T x

Morning messages

Howdy doody to all those in the world of cyberspace. I hope you are having a wonderful day today.

I want to share with you a message I received this morning when I finished meditation, I feel so much joy for the pleasure of having receiving this.

Thank you for the gifts of self reflection, for looking within will tell you all you need to know to answer all the questions you have. Stop asking others and start asking yourself. Take your time. It will come. Feel comfortable in what you do for rushing will only cause confusion. Confusion causes chaos. Chaos causes doubt. Doubt causes anxiousness. Anxiousness leads to disbelief and Disbelief stops the process.

I hope this brings some light to your day today.

Chat soon

T x

Say thank you to your human self

Howdy doody, I hope you are well and happy today.

I wanted to share something with you today that I realised last night and wrote about in my journal and it has reaffirmed itself to me this morning.

I listen to and read a lot about our non physical self, our angels, our guides, the Universe etc and what I read (it doesn’t mean it’s written like this, but it’s how I read it) tells me that the Universe lines everything up for us, our Inner Being (our non physical part) knows exactly what we need/desire/want and leads us there, but we as humans (our physical part) don’t always listen. Which I totally get.

I have read a lot about being grateful, thankful, appreciative and I always take it in the way that we be these things towards the Universe and our Inner Being for lining things up and leading us there. And I am totally thankful and appreciative of all I have and all I am able to experience and my life in general. But what I realised last night is that we need to be thankful to our human being (our physical part). You see the Universe naturally lines everything up for us, our Inner Being knows what’s good for us, our desires etc and they do these things naturally, they do this with such ease….. but our Human self gets caught up in the physical world, the every day , the here and now, the how it is now and how we want it to be……we get caught up in what we are living.

The other night when I pulled back our covers to get into bed, I just happened to pull the quilt all the way back to have a look under it, for no real reason other than doing it. As it happened there was a white tailed spider sitting there looking up at me. I thought that’s so cool, because being bitten by one of those is not on my list of things to achieve in life. Then I stopped and thanked the Universe and my Inner Being for lining it all up so I wouldn’t get bitten, but then I thanked my Human Self for listening. Listening to what I was feeling was the right thing to do. Just pulling back the quilt……..just because…… I put the quilt right back on once I got rid of the spider, and so there was no real reason to pull it back, except to see the spider in there.

This morning, I’ve been doing my morning routine and I was about to got sit in my Zen Den and meditate. When I sat down, I looked at a basket of magazines I’ve wanted to move, so I moved them, then I saw something else I wanted to do, so I did that, which led to another couple of jobs I’ve been wanting to do for a little while, and after doing them I felt really good. I was just about to sit down when I thought I heard a vehicle pull up, yup…..hubby called in on his way to town to get some parts repaired and I had actually really wanted to see him before he headed off.

When I saw him coming inside, I thanked myself for listening and just doing the things I felt impulses to do, because I got to have that conversation and receive that kiss before he drove into town. If I had have sat down and gone straight into meditation I wouldn’t have had that little moment of bliss, plus I got some jobs done that I’ve been putting off (which is always a bonus)

I’m all for being thankful and appreciative to the Universe, God, our Inner Being, but one of the most important creatures I think we need to be thankful and appreciative to are our Human Beings. Our physical self. For when we listen and do what feels good, do what we feel impulses to do, just because, we get those little golden nuggets and they’re such precious gems.

Have a wonderful day wherever you are in the world and we’ll

Chat soon

T x