A message

Hi how are you.

A gift that I have discovered in my remembering of self journey is that I have a guide named Angelo. I have worked with Angelo over many lifetimes and we have achieved many wonderful things.

Tonight during meditation he came to me with a message to share with whoever wants to read it.

“Every person is their own gift

Every person is their own magnificence

Every person is their own medicine

And

Every person knows deep deep deep within their heart exactly what they need to do to get home to themselves”

Channeled from Angelo 28th June 2018

You have probably read something similar to this somewhere else, maybe it made sense, maybe it didn’t, maybe it means something different to you now.

It is there for you to take from it anything you need and it is gifted from me to you.

I feel like I will be doing more of these as Angelo is coming through clearer and with specific messages for me to share.

Take care beautiful people

Chat soon

T x

A little more about me……part 1

Hey ho, how are you today?

I was thinking today about my posts here on my blog and also thinking that I seem to post about stuff, that don’t always really tell you to much about me, so i thought I’d share a little more about my physical self/life/experiences. On my about me page, it tells you a little about me, there is so much more to share. Here goes

So many things I think about sharing I end up thinking oh that’s just story and I don’t always want to take ownership for those and today I’m going to start sharing some of those, with the hope of letting you into my world a little more. Letting you know that I’m real and just like anyone else. My life is a roller coaster at times and then other times it’s smooth sailing, just like everyone’s.

About 5 years ago I started thinking about making changes in my/our lives. I had realised that the food we were eating and the products we had in our home were not the best for our health. So my health/wellness discovery and learning began. Over the next 2 years I had great success with being “on track”. I had lost about 10 kgs in weight, the majority of it being fluid, I was bloated, swollen and inflamed. I was physically feeling the best I had in a very long time. We were eating ALOT of vegetables, reduced dairy intake and gluten intake, reduced our meat intake, so all was blissful……NOT my mind and emotional health was in the gutter (big time) and I had no idea.

I started creating stories and I started feeling I wasn’t good enough, more so then I had EVER before. I had created a dependent relationship with my husband and I was looking for love outside of myself. I had stopped doing things for me and I was worried about what everyone else thought about me, what I did and if I was the perfect mother and wife.

This is when my life truly changed.

2 1/2 years ago I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease. This is when I started to get some of my “self” back. I went through the process of diagnosis and medication and within the first 3 months of diagnosis my doctor had told me I would be on medication for the rest of my life. I told him I wouldn’t be and I knew then and there that I had some work to do. I didn’t really know what I had to do, I just knew there was more to life then this. I knew this because I had been there before and I knew I could get back there.

I’m going to leave this here for now, and I’ll get back to you soon with the next step of my story, this is one that I’m trying to figure out how to write.

Chat soon

T x

Looking back

Hi there, thanks for stopping by.

I was having a look back through a journal from last year and I found this passage that I wrote after a meditation one day and I really want to share it with you. When I decided to share it, I picked up my iPad to write it out and it was 2:22 so I recognised it is definitely something that is to be shared ❤️

Thank you for the gifts of self reflection

For looking within will tell you all you need to know to answer all the questions you have

Stop asking others and start asking yourself

Take your time

It will come

Feel comfortable in what you do

For rushing will only cause Confusion

Confusion causes Chaos

Chaos causes Doubt

Doubt causes Anxiousness

Anxiousness leads to Disbelief

Disbelief stops the process

So, follow your heart and believe I yourself, in all that you are capable of, in all that you dream and all that you wish. The possibilities of life are endless.

Much love, chat soon

T x

The Big Black Wolf

I’mHi there, thanks for stopping by. Today I have a little something light and funny to share along with what I learnt from it.

One of my animal guides is a wolf and not just any wolf, it’s a BIG BLACK MALE WOLF. So this morning in meditation I asked him what his name is and he told me ‘Gary’ I nearly laughed, I mean, Gary 😂 really? It just didn’t seem to fit him. At the same time I got a flash of a tv advertisement that at the time I thought the dogs name was Gary you can check it out here Anyway, he knew I didn’t take him seriously and I asked him again, he replied with George and again I went, are you serious? I mean these names just don’t seem to fit your appearance to me. I had asked him in a previous meditation as well and he came up with some really weird name (I can’t for the life of me remember what it was and that’s not important) at this time I actually laughed out loud, I cracked up. So today he asked me what I thought his name is and I replied with wolf, just simply wolf and he agreed that was the perfect name that I could call him.

What I learnt from this is that this spiritual stuff,/learning/remembering doesn’t have to be all serious and business like with a goal at every turn, it can be fun and lighthearted. So go forward today with lighted hearted ness in your soul and have some fun. I’ve been at a farm paperless office workshop today which I did very much enjoy and I’ve just come home to start making some changes to my current system so I can move forward.

Thanks again for stopping by, chat soon

T x

I AM

Hi, how are you today? Me? I’m great thanks for asking 😁. I’m sitting listening to some groovy music while journaling. Things are flowing into my experience and it feels so great.

Recently when I was privileged to listen to Nadine Champion talk in Perth she asked us as a group to write I AM at the top of our page, then 1,2,3,4,5 down the page. She then asked us to take a couple of minutes to write 5 things about ourselves, as in our true deep selves, not that I have brown hair, or am thin, or tall…….things that are deeper than what the eye can see. The types of things our friends say about us.

I have worked for the last 12months on myself and if this was 12 months ago, I would have struggled, which most of hate women around me did. I was so proud because I could list 6 things about ME. And coming out of meditation I have been able to add to that list. Nadine asked us to continue adding to it and to get to 100. Well I’m on my way………

So I’m going to start sharing here with you what my I AM words are. Where I’m at and where I’m heading. I’ll add a new post as I find more words. I’m going to grow this to 100.

I AM

Tanya, pure source energy, love, joy, happiness, expressive, fun, knowledgeable, calm, wise, kind, creator, created, creative, worthy, honest, beautiful, a great friend, loyal, dedicated, hard working, clever, bright, a woman, brave, loving, caring, brave, strong, fluid, giver, receiver,

This is my start and I’m excited to grow this list, I’m really keen to see where my truth leads me. I’m excited to find some growth and words that at the moment don’t feel so easy to say, going deeper and becoming more aware of who I am…truly.

I’d love to know what some of your words are for your I AM. Or maybe you could sit and connect with yourself and find the first 5 words that come to your mind that are YOU ❤️

Take care, be easy and much love

Chat soon

T x

A trip to the city

Howdy Doody,  how are going today?  My husband and I are in the city (Perth, around 450kms away) today.  I have a seminar I’m helping out with & he is running some chores, picking up much needed parts…..as it goes with trips to the city, making sure we make the most of the time we have down there.

Earlier this year I went to a free seminar run by a lady named Marnie LeFevre.  It was advertised as Women’s Secret Business Academy learning how to make more money, making a bigger difference all while doing something that I loved.   I loved what Marnie had to say I couldn’t not sign up to the next course she was offering – the                 Femme-Trepreneur course.  This one was held in Perth over 3 days in May.  As it worked out I wasn’t doing what I loved, so I rang hubby & told him that I couldn’t continue on the road I was traveling because I wasn’t be true to myself.   He was so understanding & accepting, it blew me away 🙂

Anyway,  I decided I’d love to work with Marnie for 12 months & have signed up to a wonderful course she has offered for this to happen.  I’m really excited to be on this journey with someone as passionate as Marnie is about letting women shine in business.

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Receiving my certificate of completion of the Femme-Trepreneur course in Perth

So where I’m leading to with this, is that signing up with Marnie for 12 months I have the opportunity to help Marnie & her team run her next free event in Perth.  This is one of the reasons we are here.  I’m really looking forward to having this opportunity, it’s going to be great to see how to run an event like this.  To see all the little things that get done & you as a participant don’t see because things are all run so professionally.

I’ll be sharing more of what I learn not only at this event, but also in my up coming courses over the next year.

In the meantime, take care & we’ll chat soon

T x

 

You get what you focus on, so focus on what you want

Good morning.  Wherever you are in the world, I hope you are having a great day.

It’s Sunday here, so that means a day spent together as a family.  I think there’s going to be some much needed work done in the garden, which will be great.  But the best thing about it is that all 6 of us are going to be doing it together.  There will be some laughter, jokes, and just lots of good light hearted fun.

So I was on the good old FB this morning having a scroll through what everyone is sharing & something became clear to me.  Alot of farmers in Western Australia are feeling the pinch right now because of how dry it is.  It’s not a nice feeling being dry especially with crop in the ground or animals to feed.  But we need to be aware of what it is we are thinking.

In my very young life discovery journey, something that has come through oh so clear to me is that you attract what you think, you create your own reality & if you focus on it, it will happen.  So, we as farmers (& people in general) need to concentrate on what we do have, not what we don’t.

I know it’s hard to see sand blowing & the sky being dirty with our topsoils, or hearing the sheep or cows calling & unhappy with the conditions, but there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING we can do about the lack of rain.  All we can do is look at what we do have & make decisions based on that.

I know it sounds very cut & dry (no pun intended) & I know it seems harder than that in reality.  But the reality is that it isn’t harder than that.  We know as farmers what we need to do to keep those animals in good condition so you can sell them and cover costs & make a profit to keep going.  We know we need to wait a little longer for the plants to get strong before we can spray the next lot of weed control.  We just have to hold on  through this dry spell and have faith.

Have faith in knowing it will rain after this current dry spell.  Have faith & believe in the fact that we will grow food to feed people, not as many this year as past years, but we will still feed many.    If we concentrate on what we don’t have we will keep attracting what we don’t have.  We need to concentrate on what we do have, be grateful for that & work out how we can move forward with what we have.

Sometimes some big decisions need to be made to move forward & they are decisions we don’t like to have to make, but we have options and opportunities, we need to make the most of those. So, instead of focusing on the lack of rain lets focus on the fact that we have family we can spend time with, or we have the ability to make decisions,  we have a roof over our head, clothes for our back & food for our tummies.  Let’s focus on getting organised in the workshop, house, backyard etc, so when the rains do come, we can revel in the relief that simple act will create.

We need to keep moving forward because as soon as we stop moving forward, we start going backwards.  Today is a day for focusing on what we have,  family, love, clouds in the sky, happiness, optimism & opportunity.  Today we are moving forward in our garden, making a lovely little spot for us to sit around our firepit to tell some much needed stories to create memories for our kids to share with their kids to share with their kids & so on.

So have a great day, look forward & towards the positive.  Look at what you want so you can achieve it.

Chat soon

T x