A message

Hi how are you.

A gift that I have discovered in my remembering of self journey is that I have a guide named Angelo. I have worked with Angelo over many lifetimes and we have achieved many wonderful things.

Tonight during meditation he came to me with a message to share with whoever wants to read it.

“Every person is their own gift

Every person is their own magnificence

Every person is their own medicine

And

Every person knows deep deep deep within their heart exactly what they need to do to get home to themselves”

Channeled from Angelo 28th June 2018

You have probably read something similar to this somewhere else, maybe it made sense, maybe it didn’t, maybe it means something different to you now.

It is there for you to take from it anything you need and it is gifted from me to you.

I feel like I will be doing more of these as Angelo is coming through clearer and with specific messages for me to share.

Take care beautiful people

Chat soon

T x

A little more about me……part 1

Hey ho, how are you today?

I was thinking today about my posts here on my blog and also thinking that I seem to post about stuff, that don’t always really tell you to much about me, so i thought I’d share a little more about my physical self/life/experiences. On my about me page, it tells you a little about me, there is so much more to share. Here goes

So many things I think about sharing I end up thinking oh that’s just story and I don’t always want to take ownership for those and today I’m going to start sharing some of those, with the hope of letting you into my world a little more. Letting you know that I’m real and just like anyone else. My life is a roller coaster at times and then other times it’s smooth sailing, just like everyone’s.

About 5 years ago I started thinking about making changes in my/our lives. I had realised that the food we were eating and the products we had in our home were not the best for our health. So my health/wellness discovery and learning began. Over the next 2 years I had great success with being “on track”. I had lost about 10 kgs in weight, the majority of it being fluid, I was bloated, swollen and inflamed. I was physically feeling the best I had in a very long time. We were eating ALOT of vegetables, reduced dairy intake and gluten intake, reduced our meat intake, so all was blissful……NOT my mind and emotional health was in the gutter (big time) and I had no idea.

I started creating stories and I started feeling I wasn’t good enough, more so then I had EVER before. I had created a dependent relationship with my husband and I was looking for love outside of myself. I had stopped doing things for me and I was worried about what everyone else thought about me, what I did and if I was the perfect mother and wife.

This is when my life truly changed.

2 1/2 years ago I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease. This is when I started to get some of my “self” back. I went through the process of diagnosis and medication and within the first 3 months of diagnosis my doctor had told me I would be on medication for the rest of my life. I told him I wouldn’t be and I knew then and there that I had some work to do. I didn’t really know what I had to do, I just knew there was more to life then this. I knew this because I had been there before and I knew I could get back there.

I’m going to leave this here for now, and I’ll get back to you soon with the next step of my story, this is one that I’m trying to figure out how to write.

Chat soon

T x

Gardening

Hi, how are you? I’ve had a wonderful day of gardening. I just love getting outside and getting my hands into the dirt. It grounds me, it gives me space and spaciousness. Space to hear, to hear the little things that go missed when I’m in my day to day doing of things.

I was in town yesterday and went to buy some more stones to pop in some pot plants and I ended up with a trolley full of goodies. I actually couldn’t help myself when I got home and I planted one pot that was for inside the house. And when I had finished it felt so good. Then I woke up this morning to this……

Absolute bliss. I truly feel so at peace when I can spend time with and in Mother Nature.

Thanks for stopping by, chat again soon.

T x

It’s been a week

And I am back. I want to start by saying a great big thank you to everyone that has visited my blog, I have had an influx of new subscribers and it’s so funny because I see a new one and I think, hmmmmm yup the Universe is reminding me I’m here to say something, I’m here to teach and here to help. So I want to say thank you, I truly appreciate you taking time out of your day to read my posts and subscribe.

So on Sunday I got my reminder that I have a blog post to do today and then this morning I had another reminder, (love technology and setting reminders) and I’ve been thinking I didn’t have anything to write about. Then as I was with my chickens outside I realised I do. It’s wonderful how when you shut off thechatterbrain what you can hear and pick up.

I’ve had an interesting day today, it has been filled with variety and I’ve loved it.

I started off with my ritual meditation this morning, then headed off to catch up with a beautiful friend of mine at one of my closer little towns and it was great to see her. When I got home my darling hubby turned up and asked if I could I help him, I had some wages to pay, so did that first, then headed off with him to shovel lupins. I ended up sweeping, not shovelling 😁. After that he had to go drive a tractor so I was blessed enough to go on it with him for a couple of hours. When I got home the weather was glorious, so I went outside and had a cup of tea, watered my garden and fed our animals, hung out washing, came in put dinner on and got the house ready for the evening. That’s it….well until my two gorgeous family members that are home will come in for dinner.

I feel so blessed to be able to have this glorious life. I feel like I have so many opportunities and I have such a wonderful and understanding husband who supports my decisions and believes in me totally. There certainly are those moments where I would like life to be a little different, and that’s one of the things that makes those sweet moments in life so sweet.

Yesterday we were blessed with such a splendid sunset and then today, farmlife, absolutely love it 💗 the clouds in this sunset were amazing and the colours were so vibrant. #nofilter

Thought I’d share a little video with you that I took while the seeder bin was being filled up.

That’s it from me today. I hope you enjoyed seeing a little of my world. I’ve still got my reminders for next week, so I’ll be back then and I look forward to sharing something else with you then.

Chat soon

T x

I AM

Hi, how are you today? Me? I’m great thanks for asking 😁. I’m sitting listening to some groovy music while journaling. Things are flowing into my experience and it feels so great.

Recently when I was privileged to listen to Nadine Champion talk in Perth she asked us as a group to write I AM at the top of our page, then 1,2,3,4,5 down the page. She then asked us to take a couple of minutes to write 5 things about ourselves, as in our true deep selves, not that I have brown hair, or am thin, or tall…….things that are deeper than what the eye can see. The types of things our friends say about us.

I have worked for the last 12months on myself and if this was 12 months ago, I would have struggled, which most of hate women around me did. I was so proud because I could list 6 things about ME. And coming out of meditation I have been able to add to that list. Nadine asked us to continue adding to it and to get to 100. Well I’m on my way………

So I’m going to start sharing here with you what my I AM words are. Where I’m at and where I’m heading. I’ll add a new post as I find more words. I’m going to grow this to 100.

I AM

Tanya, pure source energy, love, joy, happiness, expressive, fun, knowledgeable, calm, wise, kind, creator, created, creative, worthy, honest, beautiful, a great friend, loyal, dedicated, hard working, clever, bright, a woman, brave, loving, caring, brave, strong, fluid, giver, receiver,

This is my start and I’m excited to grow this list, I’m really keen to see where my truth leads me. I’m excited to find some growth and words that at the moment don’t feel so easy to say, going deeper and becoming more aware of who I am…truly.

I’d love to know what some of your words are for your I AM. Or maybe you could sit and connect with yourself and find the first 5 words that come to your mind that are YOU ❤️

Take care, be easy and much love

Chat soon

T x

Approaching things with intention

Hey, it’s me again. I know I have been so absent, and now I’m here twice in a matter of days…… I’m starting to really get a feel of some things I’m wanting to share.

So today I want to talk about approaching things with intention. Recently I went to a 2 day farming seminar in Perth. I caught up with some old friends, made new ones and listened to some very inspirational women share some wonderful ideas and thoughts. This seminar was for farming women. It was great to be in a room with 200+ other farming women all relatable to each other.

One message that was loud and clear over the 2 days was…..how do we take all this information home and share it with our families. Now most of the time these families are our in laws and sometimes the situation between parents in law and daughter in laws can be a bit….let’s say sensitive. I totally understand where they’re coming from. I’ve been there and would even say that I’m still there to a certain extent. Coming into a farming family can be hard. The family have worked hard all their life to get to the position they are in and they don’t always know how to make you feel welcome in the “business” side of things.

Farmers are very unique and very protective of what they have worked hard to earn. And I totally get it, because as our children are getting older and my husband is talking about us only really being here fully working in the farm for another 10years, I don’t know that I’m all that happy with moving On, I’ll still be young….and I love our farm 😀.

Anyway……… I’ve been thinking since I got home from Perth about how can women take new information back to their family farms and introduce new thoughts and processes to help improve their businesses. And I’ve come up with the idea that we need to do it with intention. We as women/wives/mothers/daughters/daughter in laws need to feel strong in what we are taking home and take the subject to conversation with intention of improvement. Not improvement as in something is broken and it needs fixing, with intention of helping improve and making something easier, simpler, safer, more economical. We need to be sure about what it is that we are saying. The only thing I can relate it to is, when you are standing up for one of your kids. You will do anything for your kids safety and happiness, you know you are within your rights to stand up for them. So with the same passion of wanting to help the business, take your idea home and share with the intention and passion of helping, joining in and being part of something that you love. And go with love, go with the anticipation of being heard and taken seriously. Go with confidence that it is a good idea. Go with suggestions of how it can work and how it can solve a problem or potential problem. You are worth being listened!

This is how I’m going to approach my new proposed changes, upgrades, improvements and I believe that when I go into a meeting or make a suggestion with that passion and belief that it will be listened to and appreciated. I’ll let you know how I go.

So go with intention and you will be amazed at the results you can achieve.

Chat soon

T x

Balance and Appreciation

Hi there. Thank you so much for stopping by today. I hope you are having a great day.

Something I really struggle with is working out what it is that I want to write about, so I have decided to just write, blow trying to get it right, or trying to stay on track or on topic as well as worrying about what people will actually think about what I write. My life is full of many different things, my head is full of ideas, thoughts, processes, questions and so I have decided to just share how it is.

Do you ever wonder how you’re going to fit everything into life that you want to do? And I’m only talking about the day to day stuff……not the bucket list stuff! I have so much I want to learn about food, spirituality, bookkeeping, farming, essential oils and the list just goes on. It becomes a little well maybe really overwhelming sometimes.

So I’m giving it my best. I’m going to have a go at keeping balance in my life while appreciating what it is that I’m learning, have achieved, and strive to achieve. I am so blessed with my life to be able to do whatever it is I want each day (as long as the lunch boxes and bookkeeping is done). So I’m going to look at writing some things I want to do each day. And the funny thing is that I’ve written this post about 3 times and this is only just coming to me right now as I’m writing. I want to be able to meditate, cook, research, do some office work, spend time outside…..wow no hang on the list is getting too long. I think I’m going to start with making sure I meditate each day as well as do some form of cooking. Now the cooking thing is a big thing right now and I’ll write a post about that in the next couple of days, just to share with you some of what happens in my kitchen 😊. The office work will always get done, because I LOVE it and it has to so our business can continue to run. The outside thing, well I need to collect my chicken eggs everyday, so I need to take a moment outside when I’m walking down to the chicken yard to connect with nature and research, well that is never ending, there’s so much to learn.

I’m going to head off to bed now, because I could just keep rambling on and on about all sorts of things and I don’t want to, I want to head off to bed with the thoughts of appreciation, balance and a plan in my mind……ready to get up tomorrow and go explore life.

Thanks again for stopping by and I hope you call again, I know my posts will get better with more regularity, so please bear with me while I discover what it is that I’m wanting to share 🙏 ❤️.

Chat soon

T x