A message

Hi how are you.

A gift that I have discovered in my remembering of self journey is that I have a guide named Angelo. I have worked with Angelo over many lifetimes and we have achieved many wonderful things.

Tonight during meditation he came to me with a message to share with whoever wants to read it.

“Every person is their own gift

Every person is their own magnificence

Every person is their own medicine

And

Every person knows deep deep deep within their heart exactly what they need to do to get home to themselves”

Channeled from Angelo 28th June 2018

You have probably read something similar to this somewhere else, maybe it made sense, maybe it didn’t, maybe it means something different to you now.

It is there for you to take from it anything you need and it is gifted from me to you.

I feel like I will be doing more of these as Angelo is coming through clearer and with specific messages for me to share.

Take care beautiful people

Chat soon

T x

A little more about me……part 1

Hey ho, how are you today?

I was thinking today about my posts here on my blog and also thinking that I seem to post about stuff, that don’t always really tell you to much about me, so i thought I’d share a little more about my physical self/life/experiences. On my about me page, it tells you a little about me, there is so much more to share. Here goes

So many things I think about sharing I end up thinking oh that’s just story and I don’t always want to take ownership for those and today I’m going to start sharing some of those, with the hope of letting you into my world a little more. Letting you know that I’m real and just like anyone else. My life is a roller coaster at times and then other times it’s smooth sailing, just like everyone’s.

About 5 years ago I started thinking about making changes in my/our lives. I had realised that the food we were eating and the products we had in our home were not the best for our health. So my health/wellness discovery and learning began. Over the next 2 years I had great success with being “on track”. I had lost about 10 kgs in weight, the majority of it being fluid, I was bloated, swollen and inflamed. I was physically feeling the best I had in a very long time. We were eating ALOT of vegetables, reduced dairy intake and gluten intake, reduced our meat intake, so all was blissful……NOT my mind and emotional health was in the gutter (big time) and I had no idea.

I started creating stories and I started feeling I wasn’t good enough, more so then I had EVER before. I had created a dependent relationship with my husband and I was looking for love outside of myself. I had stopped doing things for me and I was worried about what everyone else thought about me, what I did and if I was the perfect mother and wife.

This is when my life truly changed.

2 1/2 years ago I was diagnosed with Crohn’s Disease. This is when I started to get some of my “self” back. I went through the process of diagnosis and medication and within the first 3 months of diagnosis my doctor had told me I would be on medication for the rest of my life. I told him I wouldn’t be and I knew then and there that I had some work to do. I didn’t really know what I had to do, I just knew there was more to life then this. I knew this because I had been there before and I knew I could get back there.

I’m going to leave this here for now, and I’ll get back to you soon with the next step of my story, this is one that I’m trying to figure out how to write.

Chat soon

T x

Gardening

Hi, how are you? I’ve had a wonderful day of gardening. I just love getting outside and getting my hands into the dirt. It grounds me, it gives me space and spaciousness. Space to hear, to hear the little things that go missed when I’m in my day to day doing of things.

I was in town yesterday and went to buy some more stones to pop in some pot plants and I ended up with a trolley full of goodies. I actually couldn’t help myself when I got home and I planted one pot that was for inside the house. And when I had finished it felt so good. Then I woke up this morning to this……

Absolute bliss. I truly feel so at peace when I can spend time with and in Mother Nature.

Thanks for stopping by, chat again soon.

T x

Planting season

Hidy ho, how would you be today?

So, I’ve been missing in action on here for a bit, I’ve been integrating some changes in my life and experiencing them I guess would be the best way of describing it.

It’s been a really big couple of months for me and then the farm has been super busy too, it’s been planting time. So the hours have been crazy for my hubby and eldest daughter as well as all the workers we have on farm.

For me, I committed to a year long program with a beautiful lady named Katie O’Malley who is based in Bali. The course is called Intuitive Healing and we did our first module in March, so I have been integrating this and things have been building leading up to the second module which was just the other weekend. It has been an incredible journey so far….and we’re only half way through the year.

I am blessed for our planting time because we employ a family member to help out with meals, so I don’t cook for workers during this time and I do feel very blessed for this. This means I am able to get on with more of my office work for the farm and then I am also able to run around after our kids without any hassles as well as do things for me.

We have had an awesome guy named Ben Crosthwaite around on the farm this season taking some pictures, and they’re fantastic, I want to share some of them here for you to see some of what it’s like out in the paddock.

I was chatting with a friend the other day and she was talking about my blog, I admitted to her that I’ve not been on here feeling a bit guilty and she encouraged me to get back on, so I hope this is yet another beginning, and I do truly hope I get the hang of this as I come and go with life. I do tend to go into hibernation and then struggle to come out of it fully.

Thank you to all the new readers that have been here and new followers too, it amazes me that you’re around and visiting even though I’ve not been active and even when I have I don’t really feel as though what I do say has much importance. So thank you 🙏🏻

I will endeavour to be back soon, till then take care

Chat soon

T x

photo credits Jemma Kitto and Ben Crosthwaite

Looking back

Hi there, thanks for stopping by.

I was having a look back through a journal from last year and I found this passage that I wrote after a meditation one day and I really want to share it with you. When I decided to share it, I picked up my iPad to write it out and it was 2:22 so I recognised it is definitely something that is to be shared ❤️

Thank you for the gifts of self reflection

For looking within will tell you all you need to know to answer all the questions you have

Stop asking others and start asking yourself

Take your time

It will come

Feel comfortable in what you do

For rushing will only cause Confusion

Confusion causes Chaos

Chaos causes Doubt

Doubt causes Anxiousness

Anxiousness leads to Disbelief

Disbelief stops the process

So, follow your heart and believe I yourself, in all that you are capable of, in all that you dream and all that you wish. The possibilities of life are endless.

Much love, chat soon

T x

It’s been a week

And I am back. I want to start by saying a great big thank you to everyone that has visited my blog, I have had an influx of new subscribers and it’s so funny because I see a new one and I think, hmmmmm yup the Universe is reminding me I’m here to say something, I’m here to teach and here to help. So I want to say thank you, I truly appreciate you taking time out of your day to read my posts and subscribe.

So on Sunday I got my reminder that I have a blog post to do today and then this morning I had another reminder, (love technology and setting reminders) and I’ve been thinking I didn’t have anything to write about. Then as I was with my chickens outside I realised I do. It’s wonderful how when you shut off thechatterbrain what you can hear and pick up.

I’ve had an interesting day today, it has been filled with variety and I’ve loved it.

I started off with my ritual meditation this morning, then headed off to catch up with a beautiful friend of mine at one of my closer little towns and it was great to see her. When I got home my darling hubby turned up and asked if I could I help him, I had some wages to pay, so did that first, then headed off with him to shovel lupins. I ended up sweeping, not shovelling 😁. After that he had to go drive a tractor so I was blessed enough to go on it with him for a couple of hours. When I got home the weather was glorious, so I went outside and had a cup of tea, watered my garden and fed our animals, hung out washing, came in put dinner on and got the house ready for the evening. That’s it….well until my two gorgeous family members that are home will come in for dinner.

I feel so blessed to be able to have this glorious life. I feel like I have so many opportunities and I have such a wonderful and understanding husband who supports my decisions and believes in me totally. There certainly are those moments where I would like life to be a little different, and that’s one of the things that makes those sweet moments in life so sweet.

Yesterday we were blessed with such a splendid sunset and then today, farmlife, absolutely love it 💗 the clouds in this sunset were amazing and the colours were so vibrant. #nofilter

Thought I’d share a little video with you that I took while the seeder bin was being filled up.

That’s it from me today. I hope you enjoyed seeing a little of my world. I’ve still got my reminders for next week, so I’ll be back then and I look forward to sharing something else with you then.

Chat soon

T x

It’s been a while…….again

So….I’ve been listening to these really cool ladies podcasts, their names are Karly Nimmo and Lisa Corduff (Keeping Good Company) and they have me thinking. There’s been many moments while I’ve been listening here I’ve gone, yup that’s me, yup that’s me and yup that’s me yet again. And they’ve addressed some really interesting subjects. Anyway, one of the podcasts was about consistency and as I was listening to them chat away I was again saying oh that is so me with regards to so many things in my life.

Now, on this journey of remembering & discovery I have had moments where I’ve thought, oh yeh I’ll do that and stick to it, then I don’t, so then the next thing comes along and again I don’t stick with it. Yet there is one thing that I have stuck with consistently over the last couple of months that has held me strong in continuing the glorious journey and made riding the waves so much more enjoyable, well maybe not entirely enjoyable, certainly a little smoother. This is meditation 🧘‍♀️. So, I came to the decision this afternoon that if I can stick at meditation I can certainly create a new habit around blogging.

When I was a regular crafter I was also a regular blogger, I knew what I wanted to share, I knew what I was going to say, it was easy. I wanted to share my love of what I was doing. And I guess that with being in a place of discovery I’m trying to work out what I want to share, so I just don’t share anything.

I look at the name of my blog and think I “should” be sharing more about farming, the truth is that I’m not involved in the day to day physical side of farming, I’m in the office, doing paperwork and then there’s the everyday jobs that I do, cooking, washing etc…. so I resonate more with being a wife/Mum then I do being a farmer……is that a good or bad thing? Well maybe neither, maybe it just is. So, maybe it would be a good idea for me to change the name of my blog to something that resonates more with me…….hmmm something to ponder over.

So I think I’m going to just wing it, just going to have a go at sharing…whatever big or small. I have heaps I want to share from my meditations and journal and some of the things I am discovering. I’m also going to put a reminder in my calendar so I get a message to do a blog post each week, I’m going to start there and see how I go, I know this is something that is a comfortable commitment for me right now.

Ok, it is scheduled I my phone with 2 reminders so I get the message.

I have a photo I want to share with you, I shared it in one of my FB groups. The text I added to the post went…………..

I brought home some new chickens today and they’re all like, soft fluffy feathers. Then I turn around and see this gorgeous girl, it’s exactly how I feel at times…….shedding the old to allow the new, she’ll have new beautiful feathers soon too.

Much love and chat soon

T x